Where Are you Now?
I was desperate I was weak, I was nothing, I was a waste, full of spite and I could not put up a fight.
And I could hear you singing “Where are you now? Where are you now? Are you thinking of Me in the quiet? In the crowd?”
And in shame I shook my head.
“Where are you now? Where are you now? Do you ever think of me in the quiet, in the crowd?”
“My God, I am a fool!” I gnash, I wail. “God forgive me for my sinful and selfish ways. I can’t say that I have been thinking of you.”
“My Child I hear of your coming and your going, I see your smile I see your frown”
“This is what happens” he said, “When you hurt, you push me away. I’m always here, even when the darkness descends.”
“My Child” you call. “I’m here with you now, I’m here with you now. I’m waiting for you in the quiet, in the crowd. Come back to me, give it all to me, and breathe in me. Share our love, share our light. I’m here with you now, I’m here with you now. I’m waiting for you in the quiet, in the crowd.”
“Share of my coming, share of my crown.”
Inspired by my current season, trials, foolish actions, and Mumford and Sons – Where are you now?
APARTMENT SEARCHING IS SO ODIOUS!
hello down, sun down.
It’s BEEN a while.
lets see…updates…I’m tired, its late so grammar will play no importance in the following…that’s right…DEAL WITH IT.
I’m getting all of my life back in order! Phew thanks to Jesus Christo. Man he’s awesome. Life consists of, job search, fixing my nonprof, ministry, relationships etc.
Secondly, which I also think is due to Jesus, I have become really health focused. I’m excited about my future super healthy self! Huzzah.
Third, my family is actually communicating. And it’s a bit rough right now, but at the same time I know it’s REALLY good and it’s a God thing and he’s going to make it all good n’ stuff!
music as of late, bon iver of course, old school jimmy, some zepplin and Beatles.
that’s about it…I’ll try to keep posting more frequent, you know, gots to keep the vast world keen to my happenings…